was listening to fly.fm this morning, and in their fixit segment they were talking abt long friendships gone down the drain due to something or another. it made me realise that in a situation like that you can’t just let things be. the awkwardness in your circles of friends, and i’m the type of person who’d just torture myself incessantly (mentally) till the situation is fixed.
but i’m not brave enough to simply call someone up and ask what’s the matter. always, when i plan to do something that requires a bit of guts, i’d simulate it in my head beforehand. and obviously the results are always positive, but when the time comes to actually do it, i lose my nerve. i think i just think too much. there, i’m thinking already. :
why? why can’t i just not care?
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